I woke up this morning and felt like it was going to be a good day. As I sat down at work around 1, I felt something overcome me. I don’t know if it was the sunshine outside but I had this amazing feeling come through me and I felt happy! My night.. well that was probably the BEST night I have had in a long time and I have not been this happy ever! :) :) :) IS THIS A DREAM?!

I started this 90 day on Feb 17th, going into it I knew it was going to be a struggle and I knew I would have really hard days. Now I’m 10 days in and I want to say that I HAVE cheated a few times. How can you not? That cookie fresh out of the oven NEEDED me to eat it, didn’t it?! I wont post until day 12 how much I lost because my carb cycle changes that day. I haven’t been working out as much as I should, but the weather has been a major factor in me getting my ass to the gym. First it snowed, the roads were icy, and now it’s just god awful cold out there. I know I said no excuses, but this weather is too much for me. I have not had a pop in over 2 weeks now and I sleep SO much better! It’s amazing! 

Something I can’t stand is when people question me: “Why are you doing this to yourself? Don’t you want a piece of pizza? One bite isn’t going to kill you! You know you’re just going to gain the weight back, right? Why can’t you have red meat?” HOW ANNOYING. Would it kill you to be at least a little happy for me?